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ok, i'm going to try something. seen Revolutionary Road trailer twice. took minute to realize this was another winslet/dicaprio matchup. but reading about the book, the idea of an indictment of American life & the revolutionary road of 1776 coming to a dead end seemed like something to explore. watching the trailer made me wonder what the movie was about. what i do on my livejournal is pick something that speaks to me — something evocative… emotional… intriguiging, or even something i think i should look at — & see where i end up. like my psychiatrist said, i get abstract when i have a problem. i have a big fucking problem. this seems like a good place to start.

AQ 386 = REVOLUTIONARY ROAD = SUN @ ZERO DECLINATION (AQ-168 EQUINOX) = THE GODDESS AND THE TREE (AQ-277 SUMERIAN ICONS, AQ-290 THE TRIUNE BRAIN) = THE VISIBLE UNIVERSE (AQ-240 ADONAI HA-ARETZ) = VARAHHATRAGLAX PLIGEO (AQ-195 LOAGÆTH LEAF 16B, AQ-464) = YASAQ MAYIM 'AL-YADAYIM (AQ-877 MAY INDICATE A GESTURE OF RESPECT OR AN ACT OF SERVICE, AQ-1584).

AQ wordlists. main group: 099.txt, 100.txt, 150.txt, 200.txt, 250.txt, 300.txt, 350.txt, 400.txt, 450.txt, 500.txt, 600-700.txt, 800-900.txt, 1000.txt, 1200.txt, 1500.txt, 2000.txt, 3000.txt = 5.15MB. they're too large for me to dump into GemCalc & easily meld with new wordlists. so the next group is like a holding area, when they get too big than i combine them with the main lists: µ000-000.txt (this is a combo file, 100 to 999), µ000-199.txt, µ200-399.txt, µ400-599.txt, µ600-999.txt, µ9000+.txt = 1.93MB. next group are working wordlists, they're recent stuff & what gets checked first: BIGGIES.txt (anything 1000+, which usually gets melded with µ9000+.txt), WORK.txt (the oldest in this group), SUN.txt (when i looked at XIX The Sun) & the current working wordlist, HODOS_FINAL.txt. new stuff = 799KB.

GemCalc ignores anything after "|" character. since i post this stuff online, basic format: phrase | (<em>notes</em>) - link/notepad; link=url; notepad=date of text file w/ more info. if there's a series of numbers in notes section that means that that word/phrase is an identifier for a group of words/phrases. (not always consistent about this if there's a lot of stuff i'm chunking).

entered four phrases from book's wiki article in GemCalc: AQ-386 REVOLUTIONARY ROAD, AQ-446 REVOLUTIONARY ROAD OF 1776, AQ-477 AN INDICTMENT OF AMERICAN LIFE, AQ-506 THE REVOLUTIONARY ROAD OF 1776 — with AQ-386 REVOLUTIONARY ROAD in notes for AQ-446, AQ-477 & AQ-506. check HODOS_FINAL.txt for all phrases & plug new phrases in that wordlist. REVOLUTIONARY ROAD brings up VARAHHATRAGLAX PLIGEO, which is something to investigate (this wordlist contains all the Liber Logaeth stuff & looks like it might point to something, but sometimes not, more later). so, REVOLUTIONARY ROAD may also be the ID for a possible new wordlist. since AQ-386 is main identifier, i'm going to remember this number because any new AQ-386s might reveal another layer.

next step: check all wordlists for AQ-386, combine into 350.txt. look at everything to see what else shows up. think of each group of wordlists as a layer. if the following has a link, i've linked it, didn't omit anything in notes. AO is another gematria system, which i usually update, but i'm leaving things as-is.

SUN.txt
AQ 386 = THE ANGEL OF APOCALYPSE (AQ-540 THE HAMMER OF THE INQUISITORS) = THE DOMINANT IDEOLOGY (AQ-130 PODOBAN).

WORK.txt
AQ 386 = GODDESS OF SUSTENANCE (AQ-191 TONATZIN) = SET {UNEVOLVED DESIRE} (AQ-606) = SHRI BHAGAVAN YAMANTAKA ("AQ-168 YAMANTAKA" or "Shri Bhagavan Yamantaka" (AQ-580 GLORIOUS LORD MAKING AN END OF YAMA*) is another name for AQ-380 [SHRI] VAJRA[MAHA]BHAIRAVA, who is the AQ-765 HIGHEST EMANATION OF BODHISATTVA MANJUSHRI. AQ-1121 BODHISATTVA MANJUSHRI, SHRI VAJRABHAIRAVA, SHRI BHAGAVAN YAMANTAKA together represent the AQ-267 [BUDDHA]DHARMAKAYA (AQ-483 BODY OF [ENLIGHTENED] DOCTRINE) which is also called AQ-174 VAJRADHARA (AQ-453 HOLDER OF THE THUNDERBOLT) because it holds to the AQ-440 PLEDGE OF THE THUNDERBOLT (AQ-211 VAJRASAMAYA) which is the AQ-718 PLEDGE TO CARRY OUT THE ACTION OF THE BUDDHA; AQ-389 YAMANTAKA VAJRABHAIRAV) = SHUTTLE-MIR PROGRAM (Wikipedia On This Day @ 29-Jun-1995 :: Shuttle-Mir Program: During the STS-71 mission, Space Shuttle Atlantis became the first space shuttle to dock with the Russian space station Mir) = UNIVERSAL ALGORITHM (AQ-389 TIME WAVE: ZERO POINT) = WAITING FOR A BETTER AGE (AQ-138 AGRICOLA).

µ000-000.txt
AQ 386 = HAUNTOLOGICAL WORKS (AQ-464 WHEN NOTHING EVER HAPPENS) = PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN (multi-billion dollar Walt Disney franchise encompassing a theme park ride, a series of films and spinoff novels as well as numerous video games and other publications) = THE DOCTOR IS A PRIEST (AQ-439 HAZARDS THE OBSERVATION; AQ-85 BRIT) = THE EAST RESERVATION (AQ-372 BARKSDALE AFB, LOUISIANA) = THE HEART OF THE MASTER (Khaled Khan (Aleister Crowley); AQ-194 CONCOURSE, AQ-354 I AM ONE OF A CONCOURSE) = THE HIGHER OF THE LOWER (AO-65 THE ANCIENT OF DAYS) = THE LOWER OF THE HIGHER (AO-65 THE ANCIENT OF DAYS) = THE TRUMAN SYNDROME = TO BE STRONG OR RAGING (AQ-12 336, AO-17 LVSh) = UNCHAIN CATASTROPHES (AQ-439 HAZARDS THE OBSERVATION; AQ-85 BRIT) = VISIONS OF MANJUSRI (AQ-177 MANJUSRI).

µ200-399.txt
AQ 386 = CRACKING THE DA VINCI CODE (AQ-485 ILLUMINATING ANGELS & DEMONS) = DEMOCRATIC FIREWORKS (#1 - Countdown @ 08-Aug-2007; AQ-577 FIRST MOMENT OF TRUTH ARRIVES) = DEVELOPED TO EXPLOIT (AQ-176 A NEW EARTH; AQ-454 EMPIRICAL GEOPHILOSOPHY) = GAP IN MANNED MISSIONS = GERMAN MODE OF THOUGHT (AQ-413 JOHANN GOTTFRIED HERDER) = HIDING BEHIND THE GENERAL = MAGNOLIA X SOULANGEANA (AQ-286 MAGNOLIA DENUDATA) = MAJOR-GENERAL STANLEY (AQ-406 THE PIRATES OF PENZANCE) = MALE SEXUAL RESPONSE = MERCURY IN AQUARIUS (AQ-399 THE AMALANTRAH WORKING, AQ-95 BELIAL) = ORIGINS OF CAPITALISM (AQ-357 ELLEN MEIKSINS WOOD) = PROCESS OF CYCLIZING (AQ-144 GORIHWA, AQ-236 CYCLIZATION, AQ-248 RINGSCHLUSS) = RATIONAL WAY FORWARD (Fast Money @ 23-Sep-2008) = REGION OF THE DECAPOLIS (AQ-165 DECAPOLIS, AQ-1238, 1352, 1486) = RELATIONSHIP DYNAMIC (Charlie Rose @ 23-Oct-2008: Krugman) = SAN PIETRO IN VINCOLI (AQ-302 CHRISTIAN RELICS) = SUPPORTS NASA'S GOAL (AQ-77 AESP, AQ-319 THIS WAS SURREAL) = SYSTEM PROPERTIES (AQ-335 SYSTEMS BEHAVIOR, AQ-563 TRANSCENDENTAL GEOPHILOSOPHY; AQ-454 EMPIRICAL GEOPHILOSOPHY) = T-19 HOURS AND COUNTING ({5} Begin final preparations of orbiter's three main engines for main propellant tanking & flight; Fill launch pad sound suppression system water tank; Resume orbiter & ground support equipment close-outs; Close out the tail service masts on Mobile Launcher Platform) = THE ART OF SUCKING EGGS = THE PEOPLE'S PRINCESS (AQ-167 THE QUEEN) = THE POLITICS OF ANGELS (AQ-212 BOB SOLOMON) = UNIVERSAL CAMERA SITE (These are camera sites all over the range; AQ-70 UCS :: see notepad: 08.09.07.txt: bunch of NASA acronyms, DOAMS, ATOTS, KTM, ET at beginning of notepad so i check shuttle schedule; STS-118, 08-Aug-07 to 21-Aug-07, Endeavour's 1st flight since RTF & successfully launched 1st flight of educator astronaut; checking crew know Scorch & Clay are on future shuttle missions & Morgan's retired).

going to post this, adding html code as i'm working this. haven't really listened to music the last few days, decide to pick something. cd stacks next to me or in closet. stare at closet, decide i want madonna. if bishop needs me he'll get my attention, it's still early, grab phone to catch any calls. mom's coming in tomorrow. & wow… i'm sure all of this is so very fucking boring but… i'm really a lot calmer.

350.txt
AQ 386 = ARVANDRUD/SHATT AL-ARAB = ASIMOVIAN OVERCODING (CCRU: Vivi-6) = CAME TO THE CONCLUSION (see: AQ-291 GEORGE ARCHER-SHEE & AQ-307 THE WINSLOW BOY) = COMMUNIST PROJECTS (k-punk) = CONTEXT & DISCUSSION? (AQ-158 CHUCK NICE, AQ-349 HOTGHETTOMESS.COM; Countdown for 17-Jul-2007) = DREAMS FOR INSOMNIACS (AQ-345 SONGS OF A DEAD DREAMER, AQ-285 THOMAS LIGOTTI) = ELECTRON TRANSPORT (Microelectronics goes Nanomechanical) = EMPEROR CONSTANTINE = ESCHEDE TRAIN DISASTER (see notepad: 06.03.07-2WIKIPEDIA.txt: On this day... 1998 - An InterCityExpress high-speed train derailed near Eschede, Lower Saxony, Germany (wreckage pictured), causing 101 deaths and 100 injuries - link) = EVOLVING CELL DESIGNS = FEAR OF CONFRONTATION = FEINGOLD-REID AMENDMENT (AQ-349 REID-LEVIN AMENDMENT) = FIRST AMH IMPLICATION = GERARD MANLEY HOPKINS (AQ-193 SELFYEAST & AQ-377) = GROVE'S PARSONAGE CAMP = GUST OF SOBER REALISM (What Next in the Long War? - J.R. Dunn's three part series on the options available to the Global Jihad looks set to be most measured and lucid evaluation of the progress of WWIV to date. Warning: This gust of sober realism might come as a shock to severely MSM-toxed nervous-systems) = HOW MUCH IT WILL COST (AQ-497 STRONG CANDIDATE FOR THE BEST) = HYDROGEN NANOFUSION = INDIVIDUAL GALLANTRY (see: AQ-190 BIR UTTOM & AQ-229 ZIAUR RAHMAN) = KAOZ-KHRONO-KOM-ZONE = LEFT-HANDED HUMMING BIRD (AQ-338 HUITZILOPOCHTLI) = LIMITS OF IMAGINATION = MALTHUSIAN PARAMETER = MILITARY OCCUPATION (Half-Life) = MORNING, COME QUICKLY (Wanda Karriker, Ph.D.) = ONE TRILLION DOLLARS (CNN Situation Room @ 01-Aug-2007; AQ-181, 223, 241, 258, 284, 315, 319, 356, 357, 365, 387, 400, 407, 477, 479, 616, 617, 626, 651, 669, 685, 748, 784, 806, 809, 840, 855, 926, 1098, 1420, 1539, 1651, 2184, 2965, 3493, 4470, 5663; see notepad: 08.02.07-ONE-TRILLION.txt: did post on this one, War on Terror: Conflicts Could Top $1 Trillion) = PHILOSOPHER'S STONE (AQ-263 HARRY POTTER, AQ-200 J.K. ROWLING, AQ-404) = PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN (see notepad: 06.02.07-1BARRY.txt, that's TS Barry; remember several blog posts on dead man's chest, see it for first time on cable that night (& yes, took a moment recognizing synchronicity)) = PRECOMPOSED CHARACTER (AQ-96 CARON) = PROOF BY EXHAUSTION = PROTEIN STRUCTURE (AQ-230 RIBBON DIAGRAM) = PSEUDO-FLUX ECONOMY (Druj Notes) = SIR ROBERT MORTON KC (see: AQ-307 THE WINSLOW BOY) = SO MANY SIGHTS TO SEE (Season Of The Witch, Donovan) = SPICULAR ARRANGEMENT (AQ-66 KOM) = STATELESS SOCIETIES = TECHNICAL RATIONALISM (AQ-126 ASNOVA) = THE ERROR THAT WASN'T (AQ-224 BOSE'S "ERROR" & AQ-254, 306, 473) = THE FUTURE OF THE BODY (AQ-269 MICHAEL MURPHY & AQ-256 SYLVIA ENGDAHL) = THE REJECTED SONGMAKER (Howess Dewey Winfrey: The Rejected Songmaker; Steven A. Schulman, The Journal of American Folklore, Vol. 87, No. 343, Archer Taylor Memorial Issue (Jan. - Mar., 1974), pp. 72-84; AQ-271 WILLIAM GOLDMAN) = THE STRIP IN LAS VEGAS (AQ-206 MONTE CARLO) = THE VOICE THAT TICKLES (blah-feme) = THE WAY IS IN THE WORK (Liber Pennae Praenumbra) = TIT GALOP POUR MAMOU (AQ-303 GAMES PEOPLE PLAY) = TROPICAL STORM STAN = TWENTY BRONZE BASES = ULTERIOR-ARITHMETIC (CCRU) = VERTIGO MOULINSIANA = VISION OF THE FUTURE (AQ-301 KURZWEILOMICS) = WIMSATT AND BEARDSLEY = WRITHING WITH HATRED = ZENO'S CONTRADICTION (AQ-414 ZENO'S CONTRADICTIONS).

need to go to bed soon since every one else is on normal sleep zone. tylenolPMs knock me out enough where i sleep several hours instead of 2-4. kinda emotionally fried & hyper earlier starting this, now i'm calmer. not thinking too much, just noticing things. this was just something to do to occupy my attention, it succeeded. one last thing, GEMCONVERT.xls {a} caps & formats words/phrases, {b} can take group of words/phrases where i delete everything but the numbers, checks & counts duplicates & formats string of numbers, {c} returns HTML code for Hebrew & Greek, {d} takes enochian words & looks up alphabet name & strings them together.

VARAHHATRAGLAX PLIGEO. reformat this to,

V
A
R
A
H
H
A
T
R
A
G
L
A
X
-
P
L
I
G
E
O

enter in GEMCONVERT.xls & grab string: VAN UN DON UN NA NA UN GISG DON UN GED UR UN PAL · MALS UR GON GED GRAPH MED. made mistakes setting this up recently & been verifying against GemCalc adding {verified} so i don't repeat this step. (after doing this a few times i'll skip this).

just in case this is interesting, i'm taking my PMs now. smoking out window so it doesn't get to bishop in living room. … earlier, bishop comes in from wifi-ing program for the service to kinkos while i'm working AQ-386. make sure to give thanx & give updates. next up for bishop is eulogy. seems like quiet day tomorrow. rusty came in yesterday & we got in-n-out burgers. i said i thought that was the police station (wrong jurisdiction tho, they had to call the right one). our big brother, who's a cousin, calls while we're talking, we haven't talked yet. discovered knowing timeline helps, so i repeat it. seemed to help. today was finalizing the program. while rusty & bishop did that with ceo's oldest, i perm hair. ouchie. some news when they get back readjusts my idea of current reality. discussion, a phone call. i'm looking up kinkos, writing down directions, braiding hair. bishop wants to go, they'll pick me up for dinner. i'm fucking freaking out & begin realizing this the next couple of hours. nice dinner. hey, this starbuck's has wifi & bishop picks up dry cleaning. two cars, so bishop goes for the wifi & i get rusty back on freeway. (mom's motel has wifi & now i know what to get bishop for a present. nice to know these things).

VARAHHATRAGLAX PLIGEO checks out. open 350.txt grabbing notes for new phrase & add this one to AQ-386.

01137=VAN UN DON UN NA NA UN GISG DON UN GED UR UN PAL · MALS UR GON GED GRAPH MED | (<em>AQ-195 LOAGÆTH LEAF 16B, AQ-386 VARAHHATRAGLAX PLIGEO</em>)

nothing in BIGGIES.txt & µ9000+.txt. & 1000.txt - sheesh (it's a pi number & something from shakespeare & terry pratchett (seriously, i have a slight fucking cow)). if i post it does it mean it comes true? if i don't post it will it go away? gosh, i sound like scrooge in the cemetery.

wait, saw something like pratchett before. planchette. (play with that a moment trying to remember "anagram" (google "word scramble" popping "anagram"). lance scrambles "clean" & there's CHETT (hebrew chet, fence, that's in M&K: chet=8, eight yods=8 (don't check, but i think that's right)). nummy both words (AQ 192 P R A T C H E T T & AQ-194 P L A N C H E T T E). smoke out window. can't post this now, can i? ok, it seems to be describing the fear that i have, putting it into words. ok. well, when's that double moon (noticed earlier moon is waxing) maybe i should nummy them together (i'm kinda slow, ok)? finish smoking, sit back down & write "smoked out the window, 2nd floor opposite 2 folks sitting. well, i did think of this & then thought naw, but when i wrote it".

AQ 386 = PRATCHETTPLANCHETTE.

oh, ok. (that was fast, thank you). it's 11:23pm, so i'm glad i took the PMs, but they haven't kicked in yet. fan blowing on me, blowing smoke out window , it's cold sitting here. well, i can do a hexagram on it. now? {think about that for awhile, get distracted, so not right now}. well, since i found another AQ-386 feel better about things. actually, i've blanked out, probably meaning it's something to sleep on.

livejournal edit mode: all this blowing smoke. google "blowing smoke" — AQ-253 BLOWING SMOKE; i'm going to force another AQ-386 by adding AQ-133 word. nothing in current wordlists, but AQ-133 TIA DALMA in µ000-000.txt. recheck 06.02.07-1BARRY.txt because i saw her name earlier: AQ-703 Calypso/Tia Dalma is a fascinating character, hmm. AQ-703 CONCLUDING WORDS OF THE 'LIFE SPAN' CHAPTER (AQ-1152 MAI JI SA ZE NEN. I GA RYO SHUJO. TOKU NYU MU-JO DO. SOKU JOJU BUSSHIN).

[08-Jan @ 10:48am] before falling asleep realized path from AQ-386 REVOLUTIONARY ROAD to AQ-386 PRATCHETTPLANCHETTE confirmed my starting point. so i'm going to bravely post AQ-1137 in lower-caps. since that's basically where my head was at last night.

AQ 1137 = 3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 8521105559 6446229489 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4 = i'm slipping away a little bit at a time… and all i can do is watch it happen (AQ-323 TERRY PRATCHETT describes his struggle against Alzheimer's with devastating honesty) = uniquely ligottian exercises in quietly disturbing fiction (AQ-214 METAFICTION, AQ-285 THOMAS LIGOTTI) = when sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in battalions (It‘s hard to recall a day when so many different and disparate aspects of American culture were simultaneously touched by sadness, from sports to television news to film. Our number two story on the COUNTDOWN, ask not for whom the bell tolls, the loss tonight of Tom Snyder, Bill Walsh, Bill Robinson and Ingmar Bergman… {Keith talks about Snyder, Bergman & Walsh introducing Bill Robinson}… And as Shakespeare wrote, when sorrows come, they come not as single spies but in battalions. Baseball is mourning one of its beloved individuals aptly described today as a friend to everyone he met. Bill Robinson who was the minor league hitting coordinator of the Los Angeles Dodgers has been found dead in his hotel room in Las Vegas where he was to coach Dodger prospects. No cause of death has yet been revealed; Countdown @ 30-Jul-2007; AQ-162 SORROW, AQ-292 THREE OF SWORDS).

sometimes, after something like a failed business, you get in the car, drive around so you can find yourself again. gorilla didn't get that — of course i didn't have a plan (other than the plan to find myself). okay, going to paris isn't a good idea. but i just got this livejournal ended up being the best way to find myself again. it's just fucked up how i finally get to realize this.

[11:47am] shakespeare's AQ-1137 is correct i believe (Act: IV Scene: 5); said by Claudius to Gertrude after Ophelia leaves. didn't grab transcript link in 2007, looked that up today, where it indicates: when sorrows come, they come not as single spies but in battalions.

AQ 1175 {#1175 Margo (1930 UD), Outer Main-belt Asteroid, Discovered 1930-Oct-17 by Reinmuth, K. at Heidelberg} = when sorrows come, they come not as single spies but in battalions = A CACOPHONY OF VOICES WERE CHALLENGING ANY DEEMED AUTHORITY OF REASON (The Politics of Sacrifice in Adorno and Horkheimer's Dialectic of Enlightenment, I. THE PROJECT OF ENLIGHTENMENT: The shift from pre-modern period to modernity was propelled by the scandal of error of what has previously been accepted as truth. The authorities at that time were put into serious questions whether they were really capable of showing what truth is. From any disciplines, a cacophony of voices were challenging any deemed authority of reason. Explorations debunked the previously held belief that the earth is flat, replaced by the new fact that the earth is round supported by the evidences of science. There was also this great paradigm shift from the geocentric theory to the heliocentric one. The Church, specifically Catholicism, was attacked by the Reformists, and hence, the ultimate source of authority of the Medieval period was not spared from this deconstruction of authorities of truth) = EXCHANGE VALUE, AND… THE SOCIAL MODE OF PRODUCTION CORRESPONDING TO IT (It is not at all apparent on its face that its character of being money is merely the result of social processes; it is money. This is all the more difficult since its immediate use value for the living individual stands in no relation whatever to this role, and because, in general, the memory of use value, distinct from exchange value, has become entirely extinguished in this incarnation of pure exchange value. Thus the fundamental contradiction contained in exchange value, and in the social mode of production corresponding to it, here emerges in all its purity; AQ-366 THE CHAPTER ON CAPITAL, AQ-377 CURRICULUM MORTIS) = IT MUST BE THE TASK OF THE PIONEERS OF THE NEW AEON TO PUT THIS RIGHT (Tiresome and tough are the prejudices of the people that date morally from about 25,000 B.C. Largely owing to their own intransigence, those people have been born under a different spiritual law; they find themselves not only persecuted by their ancestors, but bewildered by their own uncertainty of foothold. It must be the task of the pioneers of the new Aeon to put this right; Book of Thoth, AQ-225 XIX. THE SUN) = LET ME FIRST MAKE A QUICK CUT TO THE CORE OF THE WHITE QUEEN'S ARGUMENT (p281,c14. White Queen Psychology and Other Essays for Alice, Ruth Garrett Millikan; AQ-452 WHITE QUEEN PSYCHOLOGY; Alan’s Bouquet, croishtarich || crosstarrie) = THE CREATOR OF, AND ONE WITH OPHIOMORPHOS, THE SERPENT, SATAN, OR EVIL (As a direct consequence, the tenets of the Gnostic sects also become clear. Each of these sects was founded by an Initiate, while their tenets were based on the correct knowledge of the symbolism of every nation. Thus it becomes comprehensible why Ilda-baoth was regarded by most of them as the god of Moses, and was held as a proud, ambitious, and impure spirit, who had abused his power by usurping the place of the highest God, though he was no better, and in some respects far worse than his brethren Elohim; the latter representing the all-embracing, manifested deity only in their collectivity, since they were the fashioners of the first differentiations of the primary Cosmic substance for the creation of the phenomenal Universe. Therefore Jehovah was called by the Gnostics the Creator of, and one with Ophiomorphos, the Serpent, Satan, or EVIL. They taught that Iurbo and Adonai were "names of Jao-Jehovah, who is an emanation of Ilda Baoth" (Codex Nazareus). This amounted in their language to saying what the Rabbins expressed in a more veiled way, by stating that -- "Cain had been generated by Samael or Satan." (S.D. II, 389.); THEOSOPHY, Vol. 53, No. 11, September, 1965 (Pages 327-331; Size: 15K), HERETICS AND THE RENAISSANCE, VIII--IN THE LIGHT OF THEOSOPHY [1 of 3], [Part 8 of a 10-part series]; AQ-453 IN THE LIGHT OF THEOSOPHY) = WHO COMETH FORTH FROM THE DUSK, AND MY BIRTH IS FROM THE HOUSE OF DEATH (Liber Israfel, 6 :: Behold! I am Yesterday, To-Day, and the Brother of To-Morrow! I am born again and and again. Mine is the Unseen Force, whereof the Gods are sprung! Which is as Life unto the Dwellers in the Watch-Towers of the Universe. I am the Charioteer of the East, Lord of the Past and of the Future. I see by mine own inward light: Lord of Resurrection; Who cometh forth from the Dusk, and my birth is from the House of Death).

[1:41pm] guess my livejournal was trying to answer: what value does a human being have in society? what labor must you do to provide for your existence? this journal has allowed me a way to express myself… make an inward journey… painting pictures with music & gematria. & whatever happens next, i want it to stay a part of my life. because it's a nice way to remind myself, for the rest of my life, that my relationship with my younger brother did not give me a zero return on investment. he gave me this.

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