northanger (northanger) wrote,
northanger
northanger

desire produces reality

sister surprised me (and me surprised me) when she noticed our mom's behavior. mom lives with my oldest younger brother. so his wife calls up & asks if our mom hates living there. because? we figure she's in a bad mood because she hasn't heard from me. i've been such a terrible daughter! but i needed to avoid the mom thing temporarily. my sister surprised me by noticing that when we stress out we go underground — don't want to talk to nobody or deal with anything. we got that from mom, she said. i remind her when we used to stay in our rooms in bed during the summer of our parent's breakup. she's thinking of psychotherapy (that's what she said). appreciated the opporutnity to tell her i know how much i've stressed her out, that i'm coming back, she can count on me (she's got MS) &c. then, i surprise myself ... see, we're desiring machines. {cracking up} i'm going over, grab five bucks for a pack, print out D+G's Anti-Oedipus at Amazon & this.

when i get back i'll post Nietzsche, the so-called nazi, the Nietzsche Centenary, KAOS 13, Hakim Bey & Max Stirner. in between packing of course ... that i've officially started. angels helped me pack last time, think i'll go with demons this time.

AQ 440 = DESIRE PRODUCES REALITY (D+G) = ANTI-BALLISTIC MISSILE (ABM) = BREAKING THE CARBON BARRIER (Molecular Migration) = EMPIRICAL JUSTIFICATION = HISTORY OF THE CALCULUS (Badiou on Deleuze) = LEVEE BREAKS ON SEPTEMBER 11, 2001 = PERIODIC TABLE OF ELEMENTS = PROPAGATING WAVE IN SPACE (Electromagnetic_wave) = SPECULATIVE LONG JUMPS (à gauche) = THE SINGLE SEPARATE THING (PJ-Mullins) = THINKING THE UNTHINKABLE = TRAUMA-BASED MIND CONTROL (Lynn Schirmer) = WORST PLACE IN THE WORLD.

actually, when i get a phrase like, WORST PLACE IN THE WORLD i go to Andy's Anagram Solver: NORTH, A WILD OWL SPECTRE.

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