northanger (northanger) wrote,
northanger
northanger

the community unleashed

went to bed kinda late. watched CNN most of the morning. decided i needed to start talking openly about this & this to my family. my sister is the only one that knows about both. realized the current non-conversation i find myself in isn't sustainable (it's actually kinda psychotic). if, after explaining this to my family, they decide i need a lobotomy ... success is my proof. my intention is to explain clearly with no attachment. doing this isn't easy; maintaining a 9 to 5 job restricts my time & limits my capacity to explore astroschyzy. however, i haven't discovered any sustainable method of dealing with the demands of "real life". my sister's message the past few months is about me being in communication & community. it's difficult for me to think of myself as a shaman. but, i think a shaman realizes the difference between exploring & confirming something on their own on behalf of the community, & bringing the community information they need to act upon. maybe it's time for me to bring something to the community.

my sister's knee still wasn't popped back when i checked in. tax guy called & i may have to go pick up some paperwork. she fussed at me about tax stuff & i got frustrated. i cried uncle. i'm not worried about the tax stuff, i said, but i see consensus reality says i need to deal with it. it's the same consensus reality that'll have us bombing Iran. if i need to get back to a 9 to 5 job [no one says you have to do a 9 to 5 job...] let me finish! i realize the thing that's making me psychotic is not telling you about the second star & how i found it [23 days before Katrina formed; 29 days before landfall; same day President Bush declares state of emergency].

why don't you, she said, just do astrology & then you'll be happy.

turned my cell phone back on. still checking intitial gates & updating Nakshatras. rethinking everything.


AQ 444 = THE COMMUNITY UNLEASHED = [BALANCE, FRESH, KRAKO, WEAVE] PENETRATIVE FOCUS = AUTOMATIC ALIQUOT DEVICE (Japanese Patent 3733431 B2, 2006-01-11) = CIA DIRECTOR WILLIAM CASEY = FRENCH FOREIGN MINISTRY = NUCLEAR-WEAPONS PROGRAM = MOTHER OF ALL DATA-STREAMS = SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI = SURVIVALIST MUPPETS (bmr) = TEMPLEX HYPERSTITION = TRIGGER TYPE DEFINITION (Peter-Paul Koch, JavaScript Triggers).

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