northanger (northanger) wrote,
northanger
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nexus

looking up libido (coz i can never remember what libidinal means exactly) you get cathexis, which brings you to mortido & that's how i found asteroid #23110-ERICBERNE (loops back to libido, btw). just in case you're wondering.

ironically (i think i still have it), years ago a friend gave me a book on transactional analysis (TA).

The precise opposite of the Inevitable is the Impossible, which is why any genuine notion of the political must be based upon the Impossible, on what is unthinkable in the current arrangment of reality. Perhaps the lineaments of this Impossible alternative are visible in what is happening in France, which is in part the obverse of the dominant Gleamprog narrative of globalization. Only those left behind by the 'inexorable tide' of the Inevitable will make the Impossible happen.

how do you offset (i was wondering) the effects of a PHA like asteroid TANTALUS? astrologically, imho, it can create chicken little scenarios. i like k-punk's inevitable v. impossible equation. depending on where it is on a chart, TANTALUS can loop you into a certain type of orbit. the task is not getting locked into worse case inevitable by utilizing TANTALUS' energy to cycle into the impossible (so i'm thinking; TANTALUS = RHIZOME / NEXUS = SYZYGETIC = THIRTY-ONE = SOUTH = IPSISSIMUS = TOPOLOGY).

Wescott's keywords for TANTALUS: Teasing; temptation; times when what is wanted is just out of reach; excessive hunger or thirst; failures of gratitude; problems with giving the right thing to the right person; feeling as though one is “tested on whether they know” about aspecting or axis factors.

{Models of Magic}

TA has 3 ego states: Parent, Adult & Child that co-exist in everyone. each state has sub-states: negative, neutral, positive. eg, one person communicates Adult to Adult, while the person they're interacting with communicates Child to Parent. that's a crossed transaction. reciprocal transactions are Adult <> Adult, or Child <> Child, etc. basic TA outline.

asteroid ERICBERNE represents the "ideal" communication / interaction. two interesting points about ERICBERNE's natal position on the 827 Chart (remember, first house starts at Scorpio 27°): {1} it's in the third house that traditionally represents Gemini & Communication & {2} it's conjunct DAMOCLES at the Aquarian 15° Gateway - ERICBERNE {15AQ07Rx} @ EON-8 Participation, Individual Factor, True Will, Creative Movement.

on the 827 List ERICBERNE {15AQ07Rx} is 105º24'15" from TANTALUS @ EON-11 Creative will shapes the character of the future.

 
050827 Ericberne       15 aq  7'31.1409  -0.2026369  -10°58'34.4927    1.299362630
050827 Tantalus        29 li 43'15.9134   1.0506189    9°21'25.9573    1.340667774

note: haven't added TANTALUS or ERICBERNE to the list or cycles yet.

on Cycle #07 ERICBERNE {19AQ34} conjuncts MARBACHIA {18AQ41}, PREVERT {19AQ12} & FORD {20AQ39} @ EON-9 Lichtung, Ground of Operation, Maturation, Swift Growth.

GON 47 = ERICBERNE = THE HOUSE OF THE GA * = THEY ARE WHOSE NUMBER IS GA = WATCHER OF THE EAST = MICHAEL = KAVYAVAHANA = ELECTRONIC COMPONENT = EPHEMERIDES = MUTE BLACK STAR IN ORBIT = BROTHERHOOD OF NINE = GAS ATTACK OF STRATEGY = LAW AGAINST DEMONS = ANNIHILATE = ALPHABET = ADDICTION = ABSTRACTED = QABALISTIC = DECIMATION. [18-Nov|10:47pm] oops, forget this one: 47 = REZA NEGARESTANI.


GON 66 = CURSED AXE OF THE 12 NEGATIVES {NEGATIVE GON NUMBERS: OPQRSTUVWXYZ = -78} = SIGILLUM DEI AEMETH = {51 = BABALON + 15 = AL} = BABE OF THE ABYSS = DOUBLE MEMBRANE = NO NAVIGATOR TO GUIDE MY WAY HOME; UNLADEN, EMPTY AND TURNED TO STONE = SECRET GEM OF HADIT, IT IS INVISIBLE SAVE WHEN ALL ELSE IS NO MORE SEEN = ISLAMIC APOCALYPTICISM.

GON 21 = TWELVE NEGATIVES {Negative GoN Numbers: OPQRSTUVWXYZ = -78}.

GON 78 = TOTAL = CATACLYSMIC BREAK = AN EAR SHATTERING CRY OF UNDULATED VIOLET = THE LIGHTNINGS INCREASED = LIBER ARACHNID.

GON 277 = CAREFULLY RULING IT LIKE THE FORMED BLACK BEAST WHOSE HEART IS LIKE AN AXE; THE CURSED AXE OF THE 12 NEGATIVES.

277 SEMEN [PRIME] :: CANCER 7° - Cairo Calendar: Welcome the rise of the Nile. Make offerings to the Gods. What you see today will be good. Very favorable. coptic Calendar: (25th June), Beginning of the Swelling of the Nile. AHMANITE I (Word Theme): The flow of grace and blessings, the swelling of good fortune, the rising of the beneficial Nile. Semen flowing into the womb. To Bore, to plow as a Plowman, to sow seed. To Robe a Bardo spirit with a newly conceived body. To connect a spirit to a gestating body with a Cord. To be Cargo on Board a ship or body destined with a horoscope. To utilize Mekabah and Breastplate divination to see the seeds of the future. The Bardo Realm of the Tibetan Book of the Dead. AHMANITE II (Zodiacal): 7° Cancer - Virgo TO SOW BLESSED SEED. Transvestite, New Year. Merkabah, Bardo, hieratic, by-paths. Agreeing, broad, expressive, sobriety. Bore, cord, plowman, sow-seed, orgiastic. Cargo, revenue. Hungry, urgency, dehydrate, nervous, scrounge, wearisome. Riddance, malevolent, parasite. Robe, authoritarian. Gracious, accommodate, bless. English Words: MERKABAH, AGREEING, NEW YEAR, BARDO, ARACHNID, BOARD, BERKELEY, BROAD, BORE, CARNEGIE, CARGO, CARGILL, CORD, DRUBBING, HUNDRED, HUNGRY, JARVIN, MURAL, PLOWMAN, PYONGYANG, RIBBING, RIDDANCE, ROBE, REVENUE, URGENCY, URCHIN. Hebrew Words: ZRO sow, propagate, seed, Semen; ROVA gracious, benevolent.

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